Friday, January 21, 2011

享受ing

最近...
很享受...
享受着在厨房的日子...
煮着一盘盘<不知所谓>的东西...
在厨房里...
大家一起<喧闹>,一起<吃东西>...
好玩!!!
因为,还没碰到<钉子>!!!

培训营...
很感动...
朋友咯...
很爱你们!!!
你们很棒!!!
原来...
你们在我心目中有那个地位!!!
我...
说了很多话...
很舒服...
很开心...
遗憾的是...
做得不好...
对不起...
真的真的...
很抱歉...

享受着...
忧悠悠哉的日子...
做个闲人...
无忧无虑...

享受着...
这过程...
感觉上...
生活真的很美好...
上课
开心...

做实验...
也很开心...

进厨房...
煮东西...
也很开心...
虽然会...
虽然会fail...

但是...
我喜欢...
所以很开心...
所以很享受...

美中不足的是...
有很多<报告>要做....
不开心!!!

很开心!?
回忆总是美好的~~

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Another chapter begins...again with it...

this is it...
the chapter of my life begins...
again...
with a lot of problems..
with a lot of obstacles...
can't barely solve...
i don't know the solutions...
helpless...

it burdens me...
sometimes, i just feel like want to give up...
run away from it...
but it don't really solve the problems...
it is just far more complicated...
i wonder why...
why this is happening to me...

i never choose the path...
this is not what i want at all...
some times..
really have hard feeling...
when started to complain to people...
they tell me,
this is a test...
to make me more tough...
i cant barely face with it anymore...
it is really tiring...

but complains do not help...
they might feel i am annoying...
their words don't make me feel better anymore...

still...in all this...
i am going to be alone...

but...
i still...
need to go through this...
like it is nothing at all...


in the dreams...
is the only place...
that i can forget all these...