Sorry。I meant it

I said it. I meant it. Perhaps...I still haven't ready for it...
I have to admit it...it was my fault...
I know that, anything that i say now is not going to change anything...
I am sorry and I meant it

我不要！！！

考试了…好紧张啊…这一次的感觉跟以往的感觉都很不一样…有些恐惧…担心考不到理想的成绩…到底怎么了…控制不到自己的情绪,不能专心应付课业…承受的压力,前所未有…实在的,这不是我所想要的生活…这种生活,过得硬绷绷的,好辛苦,但是这一条路还很长…还有四年…总得硬硬挨下去!!!不到最后,永远也不会知道以后的路会是怎样的!!!坚强,勇气,毅力耐信是我需要的东西…

experience in bidong^^

bidong...used to be a very strange name for me...
but now, not anymore...
because it is one of my uni area...
a very good place to go...
nature surounded...
i did do a camp thr before...
3 days 2 night, didn't take bath at all...
kayak-ing, water activity...
i win a prize too...champion in kayak-ing...
totally enjoy thr...
and i get sun burn too...
painful...but great...'no pain no gain..' ^^
found exitement !!!finally~~~in umt
haha^^
it is very memorable